I Hate food!!!!!!!!!

I hate food! I hate it!!!!! It is there to taunt me constantly!!
I have been in a bad mood all week! I have no idea why! No PMS No I'm not knocked up! I just am mad!! And what do I want when I am mad but good food or lots of sugar!!! I torture myself and think of olive garden and PF changs and well any kind of food! I mean Mcdonalds at this point sounds good! I am starving!!!!!! ok so no I am not really starving! I do eat and make sure I am consuming enough calories to loose weight! But I still just want FOOD!!! UGH!!!!
I know this is mostly mental! I want "comfort" food! I never realized how much I use food to comfort me until this week! I get mad at Dan, I want a honey bun! My house is a mess, I want pasta with alfredo sauce! Someone says something I don't like, Give me a steak!!!!!
So yes I know I need to be good! I know I want to be thin! I know I am Not happy with my size! But it is hard to Know it's worth it when everyone else in your house doesn't!!!
I will be good and I will be strong! Just don't expect to see a difference if you see me!!!